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Interests: Metal: Iced Earth, Iron Maiden, Necromantia, Arch Enemy, Limbonic Art, Electric Hellfire Club, Black Sabbath, Christian Death... Classical/Neo Classical: Beethoven, The Great Kat, Apocalyptica, almost any Opera. Industrial: Project Pitchfork, P.A.L., Front 242, Leather Strip, Covenant, Wumpscut, Einsturzende Neubauten.. TOO MANY!


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Friday, August 12, 2005

Thinking of starting my own forum..

It will be for fellow Demons; those who find themselves otherworldly, overpowered, and demonic in alignment.

It will also be educational.

Let me know if you consider yourself a Demon of some sort, and would like a hand in my project. I want to bring us together.

<3


Thursday, August 04, 2005

Currently Listening
Mer de Noms
By A Perfect Circle
Thinking of you
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Are you awake?

It's the middle of the night and you should be sleeping, but something is nagging in the back of your mind, something is missing: the truth? So, you read, and you read, and you absorb everything, and you try to put the pieces together but.. something's still missing.

And there's so much bullshit; so much pseudo-intellectualism, fed by the inability to be honest with oneself, and devoured by those afflicted with the same sickness.

Ever wonder why schools teach you to read, but not to meditate?


Tuesday, June 21, 2005

Currently Listening
Hirnschlacht
By Feindflug
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/angst

It's not fair. It's not fair. It's not fair. It's not fair. It's not real. It's not real. It's not real.

But it is.

Apparently.

I can't outsmart the hunger.

So thirsty. Time to drink.


Wednesday, March 30, 2005

Currently Playing
Daimonion
By Project Pitchfork
Timekiller
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What is it to be a Vampyre?

I am a Vampyre. My heart beats to the rhythm of the Flesh. I live for the Blood that unites me with the great Darkness again. I live for those moments of Peace. For a while the storm ceases to rage. For one night I am free.

But what is it to be a Vampyre?

It is learning how to spread your wings in a small, cold cave. It is learning how to love that which is unknown: Yourself.

But, what is it to be a Vampyre?

For me, it is unbearable pain, and indescribable pleasure.


"What's reality compared to me?" - Project Pitchfork


Sunday, March 13, 2005

Currently Playing
Poem
By Delerium
Underwater
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I enjoyed sex for the first time in a long time. My stress levels must be lowering. :) I must be doing something right!

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